Merry Christmas, Bub  / Gina Palermo (Sister)

I remember when I got the call, that cold January night.
I never thought it would happen to me- No! This can't be right!

We raced through town straight to your house to see if it was true.
When we arrived cops blocked the way saying "there was nothing we could do".

I dropped to my knees and hit the ground, screaming to above,
"Is this how you show you care?! Is this how you choose to love?!"

I looked to the stars in search of you, hoping for comfort there.
All I saw was midnight blue, the sky was cold and bare.

The next few days were all a blur, I don't remember much.
I was lost in my kaleidoscope, reality was out of touch.

The planning and preparation was up to mom & me.
I stood my ground and hid my tears, I was as strong as I could be.

But soon people stopped coming by, there was no more ringing of the phone.
The house became very very quiet. I cried and felt alone.

When I visit you it's not the same, it's not like you're even there.
I stare at a mound of dirt and think, "but if not here then where?".

Where had my Brother gone? No one really knows.
Why'd he choose to never see me again? Or why did he want to go?

My Brother has the reasons, and to him he feels they're good.
No one needs to understand, no one probably could.

My Brother's home in Heaven now and doesn't hurt, he's happy as can be.
He finally let go of all the bad, and now his soul is free.

I miss you Bub, and I still cry alot. My heart hurts everyday.
I wish that I could get you back, there are so many things I'd say.

I would say all I never said when I had the chance and when you were still here.
Every word would leave my heart enveloped in a tear.

Merry Christmas, Bub. Think of me. I'm not the same without you, However, I will manage till we meet again.

I Love & Miss You, Your Sister Gina...

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To My Dearest Family:  / Joan Hall Justice (MOTHER)
To My Dearest Family:
Some things I'd like to say
but first of all to let you know
that I arrived okay
I'm writing this from Heaven
where I dwell with God above
where there's no more tears
or sadness there
is just eternal love
Please do not be unhappy
just because I'm out of sight
remember that I'm with you
every morning, noon and night
That day I had to leave you
when my life on Earth was through
God picked me up and hugged me
and He said I welcome you
It's good to have you back again
you were missed while you were gone
as for your dearest family
they'll be here later on
I need you here so badly
as part of My big plan
there's so much that we have to do
to help our mortal man
Then God gave me a list of things
He wished for me to do
and foremost on that list of mine
is to watch and care for you
And I will be beside you
every day and week and year
and when you're sad
I'm standing there
to wipe away the tear
And when you lie in bed at night
the days chores put to flight
God and I are closest to you
in the middle of the night
When you think of my life on Earth
and all those loving years
because you're only human
they are bound to bring you tears
But do not be afraid to cry
it does relieve the pain
remember there would be no flowers
unless there was some rain
I wish that I could tell you
of all that God has planned
but if I were to tell you
you wouldn't understand
But one thing is for certain
though my life on Earth is o're
I am closer to you now
than I ever was before
And to my very many friends
trust God knows what is best
I'm still not far away from you
I'm just beyond the crest
There are rocky roads ahead of you
and many hills to climb
but together we can do it
taking one day at a time
It was always my philosophy
and I'd like it for you too
that as you give unto the World
so the World will give to you
If you can help somebody
who is in sorrow or in pain
then you can say to God at night
my day was not in vain
And now I am contented
that my life it was worthwhile
knowing as I passed along the way
I made somebody smile
So if you meet somebody
who is down and feeling low
just lend a hand to pick him up
as on your way you go
When you are walking
down the street
and you've got me on your mind
I'm walking in your footsteps
only half a step behind
And when you feel the gentle breeze
or the wind upon your face
that's me giving you a great big hug
or just a soft embrace
And when it's time for you to go
from that body to be free
remember you're not going
you are coming here to me
And I will always love you
from that land way up above
Will be in touch again soon
P.S. God sends His Love
--Author Unknown
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In Memory Of You  / Joan Hall Justice (MOTHER)

We want to always remember
The beautiful life you lived
And keep alive the memories we have Through remembering what you did

For you’re so special to all of us
A wonderful person indeed
Your love, laughter and warm smile
Reflected a heart that believed

Just in the everyday things we do
We remember your faith and love
In the words you spoke to help us through
Is a continued reminder for us

Although we miss you so very much
We know we’ll see you once more
For this is the hope we have in God
Being re-united in the Lord

And as we gather we’ll continue to share
Special times we went through
For these are memories that warm our hearts
As we honour the memory of you

© By M.S.Lowndes

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A Loving Voice  / Joan Justice (MOTHER)

We all loved him and admired him,
And will miss his special smile,
But our faith knows we have lost him
Only for a little while.
A million times I will need you
And a million tears I will cry.
If love could have saved you,
You never would have died.
You bade no one a last farewell,
You said good-bye to none.
The heavenly gates just opened wide,
A loving voice said, "Come."

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Heaven is Sweeter  / Darlene Justice Bengsch (Cousin)

I never had the privlege of meeting Cecil (Bub) here, but i will get to see and hug him in heaven. Heaven is sweeter because of (Bub).

Darlene Justice Bengsch

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I MISS YOU BUBBY  / Baby Bro Blake (brother)

you was the one that was there every time i needed you.if i was in danger you was the one that was there to help me.it makes me sad to see that ur not here to be with me.bubby i wish you was here to be with me but i know  that some day i will see you again i love u so much.i hated it when heard them say hes gone XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO.

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sorry for ur loss  / Becky And Mike Hughes (friends)

i know that it is still very hard. losing someone like that is never easy but if there is anything that we can ever do just let me know. he was a very lucky man to have so many people love and cherish him so much. god bless u all

 

becky and mike hughes

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I'm so sorry for your loss.  / Mandy Blackburn (schoolmate)
My thoughts and prayers are with your family. My deepest sympathy. Close

I am so sorry for your loss!!!!  / Jamie Kaye (Fultz) Biliter (Friend)
I remember playing with Cecil (my mom nicknamed him Elvis), Ginger, and Eddie Ray.  We would play kick ball, baseball, ride our bikes, whatever, all summer long.  He was a sweet, nice boy and I am so sorry for your families lost. Close

Do not weep  / MOMMIE

Do not stand at my grave and weep
I am not there, I do not sleep.
I am a thousand winds that blow,
I am the diamond glints on the snow,
I am the sunlight on ripened grain,
I am the gentle autumn rain.
When you awaken in the morning's hush,
I am the swift uplifting rush
of quiet birds in circled flight,
I am the soft stars that shine at night.
Do not stand at my grave and cry,
I am not there, I did not die.
-Unknown-

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deliverance-poem / Beverly Frasure (friend)
your brief time has came to fall
we are all stricken with grief
this burden has grazed us all
it's just so impossible to beleive
recalling how captivating you were
you will prevail in our minds
our hearts will eternally hurt
for you were one of a kind
this disasterous condemnation is so unfair
why this punishment cast upon you?
we are all swelled with despair
for we are condemned too
we must continue with empty hearts
consumed by a perpetual void
you were forced to depart
and eclipse the bliss and joy
your love is engraved in our minds
you will live on in constant remembrance
for you have seen the light 
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I'm Everyplace  / Gina Nichols (Sister)
Please don't mourn for me,
I'm still here.
Though you don't see ,
I'm right by your side,
Each night & day.
And within your heart,
I long to stay.
My body is gone,
But I'm always near.
My spirit is free,
but I'll never depart,
As long as you keep me
Alive in your heart.
I never wonder out of your site,
I'm the brightest star,
On a summer night.
I'll never be beyond your reach,
I'm the warm moist sand
When you're at the beach.
I'm the colorful leaves,
When fall comes around.
And the pure white snow,
That blankets the ground.
I'm the beautiful flowers
of which you're so fond.
The clear cool water
in a quiet pond.
I'm the first bright blossom,
You'll see in spring.
The first warm raindrop
that April will bring.
I'm the first ray of light,
When the sun starts to shine.
And you'll see that the face
in the moon is mine.
When you start thinking
there's no one to love you,
I'll whisper my answer
through the leaves in the trees.
And you'll feel my presence
in the soft summer breeze.
I'm the hot salty tears
that flow when you weep.
And the beautiful dreams
that come while you sleep.
I'm the smile you see
on a babies face.
Just look for me............
I'm everyplace.

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I Hear Each Tear Fall On Her Face  / Joan Hall (Mother)

I Hear Each Tear Fall On Her Face

My Mom doesn't know I'm watching her
but I'm watching her just the same.
And I hear each tear fall on her face
at the very mention of my name.

She says it sounds like music to her ears
and can be heard over a crowd.
Oh, I hear each tear fall on her face
when my name is said aloud.

I watch her stumble through each day
as she wishes the day would end.
And I hear each tear fall on her face
as she talks of me to her friends.

But there are few who truly understand
Oh this I've heard her proclaim.
And I hear each tear fall on her face
Will my Mom ever be the same?

I know that her smiles light up a sky
But, I don't see that smile today.
Oh, but I hear each tear fall on her face.
Her blue skies turned to gray.

Oh, I send to her my warmest hug
with the rays of the morning sun.
Then, I won't hear a tear fall on her face
For I shall erase them one by one.

Yes, my Mom doesn't know I'm watching her.
But I'm watching her just the same.
And if I hear a tear fall on her face
I'll just softly whisper her name!

~Author Unknown~

 

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An Angel Never Dies  / Gina Nichols (Sister)
Don't let them say I wasn't born,
That something stopped my heart.
I felt each tender squeeze you gave,
I've loved you from the start.
Although my body you cannot hold,
It doesn't mean I'm gone.
This world was worthy not of me,
God chose that I move on.
I know the pain that drowns your soul,
What you are forced to face.
You have my word, I'll fill your arms,
Someday we will embrace.
You'll hear that it was "Meant to be
God doesn't make mistakes."
But that won't soften your worst blow,
Or make your heart not ache.
I'm watching over all you do,
Believe me when I say to you,
That I am there.
There will come a time, I promise you,
When you will hold my hand,
Stroke my face and kiss my lips,
And then; you'll understand.
Although I haven't been breathing your air,
That doesn't mean that I'm not there.
             because.......
       An Angel Never Dies

We all love and miss you Bub, you will forever be with us..............Your sister, Gina
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MISSING YOU  / SABRINA BATES (FRIEND)
CECIL
You were always very special to me and I miss you deeply.  We been through some pretty wild times together and had so much fun.  We shared many moments together that will always be treasured.  I am fortunate to have received some of your trophies and other belongings that always brings back memories of us all together.  I will treasure them forever.  You know I guess the one thing that can overcome the grief I feel is that I know without a doubt we will meet again...........in Heaven.  You were such a wonderful person.  I don't know how you did it but in the worst of times you could make me laugh.  I could go on forever talking with you and about you.  I just miss you so much.  I offer my sympathy to Tammy, Cameron, Jessica, Crystal, Big Cecil, Gina, Joan, and many others who lost the very special person you are.  I love ya, and you will never be forgotten. Close

The Only True Friend I've Had  / Bryan Bates (Dear Friend )

 Some people travel their entire lives and never find a true friend.
I found that friend in Cecil, but am sad to say I may never find a friend like that again.
He left me with fond memories that I will carry with me till the end.
He wasn't just a friend, he was more like a brother to me.
Now that he has left us for a much better place, and his soul is finally free, he left us many pictures and a lot of cherished memories.
And He Left His Legacy For The Entire World To See...

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I am sorry  / Rochelle (none)
I am so sorry for your loss. I learned about this page because I belive Gina was visiting my angel Kailey. This is a beautiful memorial you have hear. My heart goes out to your family. My prayers are with you. Close

I miss you  / Kim Goodman (Cousin)
It had been a while since we had hung out Bub,,nut when we were kids even though you were younger I thought you were one of the coolest people I knew.I reget not getting to know you as the great man I know you became,,,I love you always and your memory stays with me,,,all my love to Joan and the Family,,love always   kim Close

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUB !!!  / Gina (Sister)

Just wanted to say Happy Birthday Bub, and let you know I miss you so much and I love you .......

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Godsheavenlymessenge-rs.bravepages.com / Esther Lopez
Would Like to say thank you to Gina for her comments she made on my Mother and Father's website Memorial  "Godsheavenlymessengers.bravepages.com I know what it means to miss someone you love so much.  I too miss my Mother and Father.
  You have a Lovely website for your brother.  It will be good for his son and Family to know who he was and remember him through the website. God bless you and your family.
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